As for me, I will call upon God, and the Lord shall save me. Evening and morning and at noon I will pray, and cry aloud and He shall hear my voice...Psalm 55:16

Dearest Michael~

I'm back...I thought I might let this go, again, but I am having a hard time letting go of anything at this point.  I find myself wanting to stop time so that I don't have to go any further without you...I find myself standing still and holding my breath so that I won't feel the pain that I feel not having you here with me.  I thought that things might just get easier, but all of a sudden, things are harder...I cry at the craziest things and on the way to work the tears flow, and they are so big that I can't blink them away and then all of a sudden I am a mess...before my day even begins...and you know how I hate that!  I never knew I could cry so much.  Remember the days when I couldn't cry...well, I am making up for lost tears!

I miss you...every day I miss you...

Forever love,
Karen

O Lord, I am torn up with grief.
I know you are there, but I cannot see past
my sorrow and tears.
Be with me, Lord, and do not take
my unhappiness to heart.
Rather, work within me to guide me through
these dark days
and bring your light to my life,
so that I may see your goodness, even in my mourning.