Dearest Michael~
I've cried buckets of tears for you tonight...and for me...I don't know if I can do this...we had our first snowfall today and you weren't here with me to watch it...to marvel in the beauty of it...to sit on the couch and look out the window...I had to do that myself and then I found myself hysterical because I couldn't find the scrapers for the car, because I packed them away when I cleaned out the truck and I couldn't remember what I did with them...and I cried and I cried...I cried so much my body hurts...all these crazy things that are making me hysterical...I don't know what to do about them...and I don't know why I'm getting so hysterical...I miss you so much I can't even believe it...I miss your humor, I miss your companionship...I miss having you sitting next to me while I eat...I miss our conversations while I iron my clothes...I miss your soft lips on mine...I miss your smile from across the room...I miss your rationality...I miss our television shows...I just miss you...
Forever love,
Karen
Surround me with your light, Jesus, and penetrate the very depths of my being with that light. Let there remain no areas of darkness in me or in my family members, but transform our whole being with the healing light of your love. Open me completely to receive your love, Jesus. Thank you for being our family healer and my personal healer.
I've cried buckets of tears for you tonight...and for me...I don't know if I can do this...we had our first snowfall today and you weren't here with me to watch it...to marvel in the beauty of it...to sit on the couch and look out the window...I had to do that myself and then I found myself hysterical because I couldn't find the scrapers for the car, because I packed them away when I cleaned out the truck and I couldn't remember what I did with them...and I cried and I cried...I cried so much my body hurts...all these crazy things that are making me hysterical...I don't know what to do about them...and I don't know why I'm getting so hysterical...I miss you so much I can't even believe it...I miss your humor, I miss your companionship...I miss having you sitting next to me while I eat...I miss our conversations while I iron my clothes...I miss your soft lips on mine...I miss your smile from across the room...I miss your rationality...I miss our television shows...I just miss you...
Forever love,
Karen
Surround me with your light, Jesus, and penetrate the very depths of my being with that light. Let there remain no areas of darkness in me or in my family members, but transform our whole being with the healing light of your love. Open me completely to receive your love, Jesus. Thank you for being our family healer and my personal healer.
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